theawesomeblog:] <3

Friday, June 06, 2008

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Saturday, August 04, 2007

the happy children seek the great candy machine!

a week from now

be patient, my friends

life's been colour-full.

screamed at|12:17 PM

Thursday, August 02, 2007

When i die,
then i die loving you...

screamed at|3:15 AM

Monday, June 11, 2007

we'll be leaving for kl in a few hours.

i don't even know if there's train service then,

but heck. i'll just try my luck

and i'm still up cos i'm trying to finish up as much work as i can

so it doesn't pile up on me when i get back.

anyways,

school has been pretttyy stressful.

the expectations, the pressure.

oh goodness,

you can't imagine

and some gossip along the way,

if you know what i mean.

hah.

oh some change you might want to hear of.

err.

stace and i have grown much closer

as we now share many things in common

like jumping off the building;

pulling our hair;

going to hk

and the list goes on

and berd on the other hand,

is still very much of the moron

who never fails to make my day with all those insults

but im getting used to it.

as for jq,

he's still hanging around.

freddie sits beside me in class

and more often then ever

i witness the solemn look on his face

when he's doing his work.

and zenas is just a few metres away

on the other side of the room

with clifford and taufiq.

i've more to say bout zenas,

but i guess that stays within the class.

not forgetting,

yi ling and shirley, the other half of the girls.

guang guang and see heng

who are the best brothers anyone could have ever asked for.

we're all very close.

still very close.

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

the wonders of paranoma.

screamed at|9:04 PM

Sunday, May 06, 2007

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and so it begins

what we've all been looking for

screamed at|1:23 AM

Friday, May 04, 2007

coffee and conversation

i could get used to this

screamed at|10:15 AM

Thursday, May 03, 2007

and i miss you more,

whenever i think about you.

it's been so long since we've been talking

screamed at|12:25 AM

Monday, April 30, 2007

so let us all leave it as such,

i like you and you loved me.

screamed at|7:02 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

you and me, a little different
though we tried to stay the same.
it never leaves and when it changes
it is still a waiting game.

screamed at|8:48 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

eat eat eat your cereal

screamed at|8:28 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

three very special individuals

screamed at|11:29 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

have you ever thought twice

or maybe even thrice

about every decision you make?

does throwing your tantrums actually solve anything?

well.

for one, it does get you the attention

but at the end of it all.

does it make you any happier?

did you ever consider the people around you.

what they would feel?

how they would reacte?

the thoughts that anyone holds

can be handled two ways

one.

you think it through your freaking head

and probably dwell in it

and

just keep it to your freaking self.

two.

you just feel that way

and you tell someone about it.

how ironic it must be when it is that things are going so well

that you hardly ever notice any flaws

flaws that can never surpass acceptance.

how tough it must be on that poor soul.

don't expect forgiveness when you've taken someone for granted

cos you don't deserve sympathy

sympathy which was bestowed upon you

a chance

yet a dissapointment

mum or dad can't make me forgive these unworthy species.

it's critical

but i don't see a point anyways.

just so you know.

i don't need any of this

so by all means

go away

just go.

we'll leave in better worlds then.

screamed at|12:13 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

take my heart
and
lock it up in yours

cos you have no idea

how defenseless i am without you.

you don't know

screamed at|12:35 AM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

okay.

let me try to get the hang of this again.

it's been so busy these days.

events stacking on top of one another

each one fighting to be the priority

i must admit

i've made some really terrible decisions,

and now i'm paying for it,

each and every day of the holidays.

holidays

it was a used to be

a period for enjoyment and all.

my committment has robbed me of all that i ever planned

they don't go around demanding Committment

like it's some kind of joke.

trust me.

well.

it sure is different from where i'm standing.

everything is

im really tired.

maybe, i'm too paranoid.

but whoever said doing your job was a crime?

and people who not?

what can you do?

people who complain, even better.

not so?

disappointments

more often than ever they come

one after another.

surprising how my emotions have taken me to

i should have locked myself up a long time ago

yet again.

time and again.

i fail.

be ignorant.

that's the safest.

screamed at|10:56 PM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Certified Expressions.

screamed at|1:42 AM

gen was being interesting.

Benjamin and Chantel

Holy Matrimony.

they even took it to the altars!

oh, share the love.

screamed at|1:25 AM

Monday, February 19, 2007

Sizzler Suntec City

3 Temasek Boulevard #B1-21/22

Suntec City Singapore 038983

Deep Sea Platter

Steak and Spicy M Chicken

Swiss Chicken and Salmon

junk.

funk.

dunk!

Shiraz at Clarke Quay

Bon Voyage Berd Friend.

screamed at|12:10 AM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Wherever you go, I will be waiting

Whenever you call, I will be there

Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright

screamed at|11:27 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Happy Valentines!

there she goes

screamed at|10:21 AM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Sentosa

Underwater World/Dolphin Lagoon

10th February 2007

8 years and counting

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hey fishy fishy fishy fishy fishy

BIG fish small fish

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screamed at|11:51 AM

Sentosa Day-Out
Class 0304
8th February 2007

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Monday, February 12, 2007

stacy, shirley, gwen

to thee beach, beep beep.

stacy and gwen moment 7, 8, 9, 10, 11!

Ahhh, my koala!

screamed at|9:35 PM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Go away, cos you're just too ignorant.

screamed at|12:43 AM

Friday, February 02, 2007

oh, happy birthday.

bobby was good.

so was billy.

that's all there is

there isn't anymore.

screamed at|7:59 PM

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Joggerholics
HAH.

Hai-yah!

School officially ends.
we'll just wait for the grades and yadah yadah.
oh, do we want to know.

Architecture.
the expectations
the rewards
the torture
the moments.
the stress.
it's really about passion
and how much of it you actually have.

i really miss kitchen time
i should go back soon.
but i've got so much to do now.
renovation= packing up
foc= planning

boy, is it messy.

screamed at|11:45 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

this was us thursday

my best.

photography always a neccesity.

good day everyone:]

screamed at|11:54 PM

these images seem to have eaten up all the words in the blog.

i'd say.

we're all growing up.

everything's changed.

one minute we're at Yakun;

possibly living the best day of our life.

and this instant.

what's felt is just sheer emptiness.

these images which have now become a memory.

our wonderful memory.

those days, far away.

buried if you ask me.

and how about Sunday's memory?

all gone, i suppose.

the children are laughing.

we were them, years ago.

we change

we grow up

so whose to blame?

screamed at|6:44 AM

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

when darkness turns to light

it ends tonight.

you'll never know till you've lost.

screamed at|8:26 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Wedding at

Hotel Oriental

. GGB

Ben's getting strong, or maybe cos I'm light.

Gong Gong:]

all grown up.
the travelling trio.

Cousin Number Two.

Just Awesome!

Fascinating Architecture.
Mother

The man in our life.

cindergwen and fairygodben.

It's all about seeing, hearing and speaking.

The Cousins:]

Double the Godbrother.
what a pity.

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

the faces of Architecture.
1A04

screamed at|1:36 AM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

stolen.

you have done so.

objection for a cause.

you'll break me.

screamed at|8:32 AM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

it's over.

for now.

so close, too close.

let's see.

portfolio review.

crs

gems

and yadah yadah.

and after that, we're free!

i'll go back to the kitchen:]

and there's just so many things

i've been wanting to do since last year!

i'll be busy.

but i'll definitely have time for you.

yup, those significant others!

i reallyreallymisshangingoutwiththyignorants.

buttters..

oh, save my life.

good day governor

we'd be good.

screamed at|7:52 AM

Friday, December 29, 2006

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Monday, December 25, 2006

log cakes;

gingerbread houses

and

fruit cakes:]

that's the joy of christmas for you.

screamed at|11:31 PM

city sidewalks
busy sidewalks
dressed in holiday style.

Mas Christ Ry Mer one and all:]
O night divine.

2am at macdees, classic.

screamed at|11:37 AM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Jason Parquet Site Visit.

stay see stole the cookie from the cookie pot.
who me?
yeah you.
couldn't be!
then who?

screamed at|1:17 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

because it's not anything to be proud of.
tonight's event......
...broke the record for as long as i've experienced it
so sorry so.
wake up tomorrow and say you still care.

at least moments like these exist.

imnotemo.
imissyou was just addictive.

screamed at|9:22 PM

Friday, December 08, 2006

thank you stacy, berd, jq, yiling, shirley,
guang guang, guang shen, see heng,
frederick, clifford, zenas, taufiq, zee,
shawn and wei chen, daryl and zeeson:]

thank you stacy!

six stitches for your birthday, beat that.

the sengkang kids:]

i'm ready promotion.

Ahhh.

i know.

im such an idiot to get pranked this bad,

especially when it's my 18th birthday.

but im fine.

a big THANKYOU to those who came by the hospital.

really appreciate it:]

it's gonna be a wonderful day tomorrow.

screamed at|6:39 PM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

school's been.....

holy bergo00hdaa!

but we still managed several moments.

screamed at|10:44 PM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

acknowledging my existence
it could last.

screamed at|9:18 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

we quarrel because we care.

we yell because we can't leave things this horrible.

we scream because we love

we defend cos we do not want misunderstandings
been trying.

i give up.

purgatory doesn't want me no more.

good day governor:]

screamed at|8:46 PM

Friday, November 24, 2006

All done with our black and white submission:]

Yay!

chilled at nydc with jq and pepas.
chips and rings.

AND

Mudpie!

oh and mocha elephachinno?
indulgence i know.
only for today.
perhaps perhaps perhaps.

now now, think logical.

smile like you mean it

and meet pepas:]

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Sunday, November 19, 2006

Mmmm-hmmm, daddy-licious

the emo kid with her brother.

stacy and gwen moment no. 756390

okay, stacy seems to be flying.

right, logical.

and i.

i could join the lion dance troupe.

Ladies in the washroom.

Photography in mirros; just like we did in march.

the ignorants:]

and we have stacy, reflecting on the days activity.

how she got punked so bad.

the bee hive story, stacy saves the day.

don't get it.

should have been there!

okay, more to update. laterrrr.

screamed at|7:53 AM

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

All Soul's Day

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Visit to the Asian Civilisation Museum
Gems Site Visit.

meet the archi studs.

Ay, see

peeek-a-booo.

stacy, gwen and our new friend.

educational music, rocks!

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Soho of Gong Li and Zhang Zi Yi

hey ho stacy and pepas!

stacy: shut up and eat strepsils

one

two

three stacy and gwen moments.

see la. stacy so rude!

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Sunday, October 08, 2006

National Library on a Sunday

Subway & Set de Hans.
the 12hr club.

Soho

the final project.

Bang bang.

Hah.

the pencil and eraser story

here goes.

onece upon a time,

pencil was walking down the street.

and he noticed someone sitting by the trash heaps

out of concern, he walked towards theunknown person.

this unknown person [eraser] looked really down

pencil then said:

hello my friend :] what are you doing sitting at this corner all by yourself?

as eraser wiped away his tears,

he looked up at pencil and said:

"those people, they detest me just im different from them.

im not short and square like them.

they mock

they laugh.

and they throw stones at me.

they hurt me.

i'm outcasted."

just then, pencil stretched out his hand and asked eraser to get up

"Well, i feel that you're no different than them or me.

we might look different but we're still stationary after all.

they should not judge.

it's alright kiddo.

come on over to my pencilbox and i'll show you the real fun of having friends

friends who work with you everyday.

friends who love and care.

i'm sure you'll love them very much too."

they then walked back and stepped into Michael's pencilbox.

/to be continued....

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Friday, October 06, 2006

oh yay.

my weekends!

second week of school.

assignments= everyday no more sleep

good grades= succesful career

architect= rich and famous

this is where we're heading.

oh well.

alright.

our site analysis.

spectacular

spectacular.

the house on Vanda avenue.

frederick and the four metre high slope.

the six pillar thing.

the boundary of bushes.

massive.

gwen and the rest of the site.

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Sunday, October 01, 2006

okay, see, this was thursday the 28th.

stace and i decided to meet early to

compile the documentation for the case study.

but..

we could not access the computer

and all we could do..

all we could.

all we could do..was

was to entertain ourselves.

as you scroll down, you'll know how much archi has changed us.

very in-tehh-resss-ting indeed.

we've been framed.

finalists for the ms sari contest.

the leftover cloths from stacy's primer proved to be good apparel.

a very interesting stacy and gwen moment.

gwen: oh no, you found me.

stacy: Yay, we're finally over and done with the casestudy.

woooo, sppooooky..

we feel calm, alright.

eeee.

heello.

i'm flying;

she's stoning.

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Bintan Lagoon Resort

28th & 29th August 2006

the assignment for the trip

our room

こんにちは、stacyとgwenの余地〔部屋〕へようこそ

and again.

the group for site analysis.

dance inside on the psp.

role play.

teh ty and i.

hello :]

yiling and i by the pool.

the ladiesof 04.

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awesome architecture.

DID, DLA and DARCH come together.

to build a sandcastle.

banana's in pyjamas are chasing teddy bears!

a game of bluff.

cheating is bad.

on the way back to Singapore.

batman te ner ner ner ner ner batman.

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gooder morning:]

pepas and i on the firsy day of school.

he was addicted to me bag.

oh well, a deuter ain't that bad either.

us on the second day of school.

doing what stacy and i always do.

10am to 10pm.

vice president and PRESIDENT of the 10to10 club.

come join us for model making, cadp drawings and entertainment in the night.

study model

structure model

Iwai house; Shin Takamatsu.

submission on the dot.

gwen; yiling; REEEEBEEEREEERD; jq; stacy; shirley:]

thank you for this meaningful period.

it's tough but we'll laugh it off with friends around.

alright, we got through our first week just like that.

moreto come on stacy and gwen moments and definitely new members to the 10to10 club.

i'll let you know

till then good day.

screamed at|9:33 AM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Day Gy Ig Py Hap:]

i love you, you and you.

screamed at|10:51 PM

hello everyone.
meet Mike; the brown brown.

primer three:]
nine cubes with a chosen movie star you want to pay tribute to.
and a whole lot of light and shadow & texture.
the hub.
hubbers and mike!

the massing model

the uneveness of the ground.
the 3-ply random panel.
the ramp.

two presentations,
6 weeks of 'let's jump off the building stacy!'
lots of cardboard, sticks and uhu glue.
bintan trip on monday.
that's going to be awesome!
and it might be a lil dredful for both stacy and i,
thinking about what tiff tiff has got up his sleeves.

oh and.
working in the pastry kitchen has been good experience:]

goodnight:]

screamed at|9:19 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

dear juju:]

i wrote to say

i'm doing good and that i miss you.

just a teeny weeny bit.

yup.

it's been long

JA JE JI JO JU!

there i updated you.

screamed at|8:34 PM

Sunday, July 30, 2006

2 bucks for 3 throws.

with perfect aiming, down the vitcim goes.

it's been good.

the church crowd.

zee partner amelia.

gen's awesome voice.

katkat and dada.

kai kai-ing with kelynn

the boys.

marc and gabriel.

dunking JO!

and donuts donuts donuts till the sun goes down!

been hoon was good

and what that.

urmmm.

gingerbread gingerbread man:]

fun fairs are awe-the-some!

okay.

projects projects projects and even more!

it demands a lot but hey.

i'm enjoying every single bit of it.

i'm beginning to think this could be my future career

and well.

every cardboard i measure; snip and paste.

bring's Mike; the brown brown to completion.

very wonderful:]

you have no idea.

how can anyone not love architecture?

it's become my life.

everyday.

24/7

all that mugging in secondary school,

all worth for receiving

awesome stacy and gwen moments.

jingle bell sessions with teeterrd

singing how i go with pepas!

and screaming yong yuan bu ku wei!

good morning jq:]

oh yes.

badminton with the foam cubes!?

that works.

ultimate remedy for demented children like ourselves.

it works. oh yes.

L.O.

L.O

L.O.

L.O.V.E

i is loving iggy every day of me life:]

oh happy day...

dayyyyyyyyyyy.

good the bye.

gwennies gotta go entertain mike now.

screamed at|7:39 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

let the silence cure the hurt in our hearts

i'm certain.

screamed at|8:40 PM

Friday, June 30, 2006

Serenicity, so we speak.

wakey wakey breakfast ready!

good morning teeterrrd!

bamm whamm!

it was rather fascinating, those fishes.

hey fishy fishy fishy fishy.

7 awesome people for the past 8 weeks.

working and playing and receiving.

the best bargain ever.

there were times we were mad!

or sad.

and simply retarded.

or majorly!

mie ladies at pool

after a fulfilling lunch buffet and 'iwanttopeeinmypants' presentation/

would you like some celebration juice?

hmmmmm. think tutid!

ahhh, finally.

all's been waiting for.

OUR CAPSULE!

MY CAPSULE!

screamed at|9:56 PM

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Its days like these,
where you think and look back on the moments in life.
the good.
the bad
and those which are absolutely AWESOME!

new friends who are absolutely fantabulous

and friends who mean the most.
my ignorants:]
presently love, always love <3

it's wonderful tonight.

screamed at|11:21 PM

Friday, June 23, 2006

holy berrgohdaarrr!

So take these words

And sing out loud

Cuz everyone is forgiven now

Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

all He ever wanted was the best,

cos He knew it all.

always will.

better days better days better days

they've been awesome:]

screamed at|8:57 PM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

DAY BIRTH PY HAP KWAI:]

Alright...

after months and months of discussion and planning.

or maybe, it was just talking.

we finally got to carry out the plan.

and we supreeeeesed kwai really well.

it was awesome!

I bet she feels great,

cos i feel great about the whole thing.

I bet the iggy kids, tessa and michael do too!

aboutaboy, DORITOES, greentea.

yes, i had chips again,

that is almost one whole pack in the course of two days!

damn and drats.

it's just so splendid:D

i love my classmates,

i love my best friends!

i love my family:] :] :] :]

and

i love God.

we're stronger than you'll ever expect us to be.

screamed at|10:56 AM

Saturday, June 17, 2006

50 Summerhill

#01-04

the party was awesome!

should have been there.

a wonderful crowd of 11.

there was much to do.

you'll see when i grab the photos:]

did i tell you?

i love 1A04 very very much!

thank you Stacy for zee wonderful hospitality.

thank you to the rest for creating such a moment.

the pizza, chips, drinks:]

yum!

screamed at|2:14 PM

Friday, June 16, 2006

I Love Them A Billion Ka-Zillion Lala Bears!

Grapevine with wonderful company.

It is cat-sup!

' That's Kwai ' says Sam

let's dance around the pool and never stop

screamed at|7:19 AM

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

frederick, stacy and myself.

school has been grrrrr-reat!

i enjoy the company of my groupmates and classmates.

the group 11 family.

especially cliff in the morning

and

stacy stacy stacy!

welll...

life can be really damnnabbitsonofamonkeyskunk!

for all those who know what happened.

BUT...

i'm all good!

friday's party and it's stayover!

I IS EXCITED!

we're gonna drink till we jump down the building.

errr, no, no, no

maybe..

just dancing around the pool.

with thy dance partner:]

last week and this week,

it has,

opened my eyes to see,

the difference we all have.

we're unique and special.

Camp Jeremiah was very significant:]

oh yes...

i love you.

but i love God more.

much much more!

good day everyone.

everything is gonna be alright.

screamed at|9:04 AM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Camp Jeremiah ; 4 very fulfilling days with 17 other youths:]

the ladies after the bbq and the very intense praise and worship session! IJ girls are awesome!

Yvonne, Cassandra, Bebe, Myself, Sheila & Kelynn

it ends tonight.

screamed at|8:15 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006

MooMoo.

Babbaayaa:]

Appreciating the greens.

With Love, Sam, Alisha & Kwai.

the stacy and gwen moments during tutorials:]

Raisins in the morning, raisins in the noon time, raisins till the sun goes down...

screamed at|11:25 PM

Friday, April 28, 2006

Sometimes, I really don't know what i want.
It's silly.

screamed at|7:03 PM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

As each day passes,
we're being introduced to more and more modules which would cover the first sem.
And, it's been splendid.
I like the company of my classmates, [not the part when frederick makes fun of me.]
I'm beginning to enjoy lunching at Foodcourt one,
its pretty interesting:]
I consume a lot of bababyaaas in sp,
from food court three, food court one.
And, i'm pretty much over the fact i'm not joining a cca.
So basically, i'm happy, for now.

screamed at|12:29 AM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

We had our first lecture and tutorial yesterday:]
Back to the basics of the elements of sketching and shading/
It reminded me so much of lessons with Ms. Teh.
Contour & Blind Contour.
I pretty much am enjoying it.
We get a personal studio for ourselves, inclusive of work stations and comfort of your friends near you.
Savvy.
So this is what we did yesterday,
An A3 size paper, two-dimensional.
From dots, Lines, Cutting, Slotting, Bending and Viola.
Transformed into a three-dimensional structure.

School starts soon,
upload more soon.
have a good day:]

Well, i think you're special.

screamed at|8:13 AM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

So we are upset, it's part and parcel.

Lunch today with dada and kat felt good:]
The conversation, though short, still meant quite a bit to me.
So after having Thai food,
we entertained ourselves with some window shopping.
Fascinating stuff i must say,
they had wooden accesories and porcelain 'chicken painted' bowls.
I thought the bracelets were pretty.
And kat never failed to point out this particular species.
We wanted to photobooth, but no, we were that broke.
Supermarkets are the best shopping places!

Have a good evening ahead:]

screamed at|7:01 PM

I paid particular close attention to the homily this morning.
Well, thought I would probably hear something from God in the words of the father.
And truth be told, I did/
Right now, that's all i really need.
Sometimes, I guess I do not strike anyone to be someone who holds the deepest kinds of emotions or thoughts.
They've been deceived by how i behave.
I guess, I'm different.
Moreover, nothing is perfect.
This is the downhill slope.
We'll be embracing the fall, everyone involved.

I was asked, 'Why do you think you're living for?'
'What is the purpose of this life you live?'
I obviously couldn't answer at that moment.
But i guess, I'm more aware compared to the past.
What if you live wanting to be the superhero of the troubled souls?
Is there such a thing, or just simply a stupid idea?

This is the drama.

I'm trying but it sure ain't easy.

screamed at|6:46 PM